2003-07-19

Hooey?

I think that I spend too much of my time thinking about how I feel, and comparing it to how I have felt in the past. Like, trying to remember how I felt when I did things that made me happy before I suffered from depression, for example. I have come to the realization that I need to stop worrying so much about how I used to feel, and stop mourning the loss of my old self. Everybody changes over time, and I just need to figure out exactly who I am right now. I'm not accepting that I am a depressed person. I just think that it might be time for a new outlook on things.

Now I just have to find out how to find me.

Hmmm.