I am as constant as a northern star
2004-12-19
My gut hurts, but my face looks flawless!
Yesterday was weird. Well, I shouldn't say that the day itself was weird, but rather I felt really weird yesterday. I was all excited about having a day off to go out, do some shopping, and get some stuff done. I take great pleasure out of piddling around by myself sometimes, as long as I'm not following a specific schedule. Schedules tend to make me nervous. Anyway, First thing I did was go to a morning auction. I haven't seen the auction folks since the wedding. It was fun to be in the audience for once. I bought a neato old vanity mirror, and a star wars toy. After that, I did some shopping. Then I started feeling really sick. I felt dizzy, stomach achy, fatigued, and I was having a hard time concentrating. Vague symptoms, I know, but very weird.I was supposed to have a late lunch woth a friend that I ended up having to cancel because I felt so damn weird. It was kind of scary. I have been depressed lately, and I felt like I was on the edge of an anxiety attack, but rather than coming, it just left me feeling dumb. My brain just kind of stopped working. See? Weird. By around 9:30 that night I was feeling much better. I have no idea what that was about.
Today I've felt better. I baked cookies and brownies for a good part of the day, and some friends came over for an annual get together. It went well, and now I have heartburn. Fucking digestive system. It just won't cut me any slack. Anyway.
Christy and I exchanged gifts today, and she's awesome. She got me a starter kit of this mineral makeup that I've been wanting to try. I have some on now, because I wanted to practice applying it. She also gave me some lovely glass leaves. I need find a spot for them. She liked her QOTSA shirt I got her, and I hope it fits her.
Ken and I are meeting with the accountant on Tuesday evening to get some questions answered regarding our business. We are loosely planning on starting up by March 1st. I'm so excited I could barf. Seriously. I think we are going to do very well, and I'm beside myself with joy! But I'm nervous too, because I don't want to fuck up. We are also meeting up this week with a graphic designer friend who is going to be doing our logo, and some print ads for us. Eeeeekkk!! I am serioulsy stressing out, but it is a good stress.
Maybe that's why I'm having such bad acid reflux lately. Yeah, that's it. It has nothing to do with all the chocolate, tomaotes, and soda I've been consuming.
11:45 p.m.