I am as constant as a northern star
2003-07-22
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Well, I'm much more coherent than my entry from 4:30 this morning. I still feel kind of foggy and drained, but I guess the medicine is slowly working its way out of my system. When the doctor finally did return my page, she told me that what I was experiencing was "just anxiety" and that I need to continure to take the Paxil. Well, I'm telling you right now, that ain't happenin'! I know very well what anxiety is, and that wasn't it. That was my body being attacked by a powerful substance, and my brain had to go along for the ride. I'm going to my regular therapist in a few hours, and hopefully she will side with me on this one.I am still trying to stay as positive as possible, and not allow myself to get dragged down with hopelessness. I will get better, it will just take a bit more time.
2:30 p.m.